| To End This |
[17 May 2003|12:39pm] |
Wow I haven’t updated in a while but I thought now would be appropriate. This drama has gone on far too long so I thought I would try to end this now. We are seniors. Well I take they back we are moving one from being seniors we are almost freshmen in college. Now whether or not you care about what I am writing, are even reading what I am writing, or are really reading to actually understand what I am writing I don’t care I am just saying what I think must be said to end this.
First I will start off with the Aj, Erin, Neill thing. First off I am srry aj and erin for whatever happen. Aj I don’t kno what I did to make you jealous of me or afraid that I would take erin away or whatever reason that came between us. I knew you did not like when erin talked to me so I stopped talking to her to make it easier for you. I am happy that you are both very much in love with each other and I hope it last because from what I kno it seems that you truly love each other. I am not writing this so that we may talk again just so that you both kno that I am srry and that I hope you continue to see each other through college or where ever it leads you.
Second, the cait thing well we are friends now sorta but the reason I was not talking to you was one that n e thing I said to you in confidence ended up all over the skewl and second the bob thing, yet again I am srry for whatever I did.
Third and lastly because by kno you are either not reading or are just reading for kicks, the Jen and pat thing. On Jen’s journal she wrote “OH AND ONE MORE THING I JUST THOUGHT OF!!! THAT NITE WE WERE AT BRADLEY SCHOOL AND U DROVE ME HOME, U SAID U LIKE SEEING PATRICK HAPPY AND U SAID U WERE HAPPY HE AND I WERE LIKE TOGETHER, AND ALL THAT OHTER (WHAT I GUESS ARE NOW) LIES... OR DID U JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT 2” Well to this I ahev to say it is not a lie I do like seeing pat happy and I am glad he is happy with you. The reason I haven’t been talking to him is because it would have ended up that he would have been torn between you and me and don’t say no because it has happened to me before and I didn’t want to get between hiom and happy ness so I removed my self from that so that he could be happy so I don’t understand how that is lying well any way I srry to you jen for whatever shit I have put you through and I hope that you and pat stay happy with each other and that all works out there.
There are many other people that I have probably ended up dicking and if I had I am srry.
I am srry for what ever shit has happened and I hope that as this high school career is ending we can just drop this all and go on with our life. Thank you for taking the time to read this and Goodbye.
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| Today |
[12 Dec 2002|05:04pm] |
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Wow today was well sucked i ws comin home from southbury and the short story is i went up an inbankment, skimmed a telephone pole which ripped off my rear tire then spun out and landed in a ditch and that totaled my car how do u think my day was?
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| Last nite |
[07 Dec 2002|10:23am] |
Well erin stated pretty much everythin that happened last nite. Went went to go see cait in southford or where ever she works at friendlys and then she is not there damn u cait well yea stuff happened then we got to pats house and yea and well u can read her journal thats her take ummm pat u still r one of my best friends no matter whats happens. Erin u r a good friend too and so what does this reveltion mean?? and yea well this is all crazyness and stuff what else to say well i am goin to work today so yea thats always fun
l8ter
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| Realization |
[05 Dec 2002|04:25pm] |
Well i reaized i should stop feeling srry for myself. There is nuthing that i can do to change any thing and kerri is happy so i should be happy too. I mean i still am sad but we r still friends even if it might take some time but everything will be ok and i shouldn't put myself down. Wow i feel better i'm gettig everything off my chest and i just have to live my life like kim said there are many other girls out there
L8ter
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| What to say? |
[05 Dec 2002|03:41pm] |
Well i guess everyone knos now that i am sngle once again. There is nothing i can do or say and no one would want to hear n e thing any way so i'm goin to go curl in a ball and sleep....forever
l8ter
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[04 Dec 2002|09:37pm] |
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Well tuesday was fun, first in skewl in accounting ern threw a pen at Mrs. Piatik which was not vry nice, then after skewl me and kerri hung out and we saw extreme ops which had noooo story line and it just sorta ended there was no ending it sucked. Then we went back to kerris house and hung out and her dad came down stairs and thought we were making out but we really weren't it was funyy well then today in We the People ERin broke the computer and nooo it wasn't laura, erin is no bad first the throws pens at teachers then she breaks a teachers computer i don't think she like teachers well i'm goin i'll talk to u all later.
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| Monday |
[02 Dec 2002|04:16pm] |
Usually mondays suckbut latly there are two mondays that come to mind that haven't sucked. The first is the 11th of Nov. and the second is today. So yea only two plp really kno y both of these so kewl but hey i'm goin so l8ter
All i have to say is Wow
(kerri this is meant for u lol if u didn't guess)
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| obsessive? |
[29 Nov 2002|07:36pm] |
I think i might be obsessive even tho i try not to be its just i never see her and like the one night i might she her she is no where to be found well i thik i call to much i am just soo impacient. WEll can u blam me i am lucky to she her once a week and when i do getto she her every one makes fun of me cause i get excited but i don't think they understand cause they get to see there bf/gf almost everyday at least i don't well enough of my rambling no one prolly wants to hear it any well
L8ter
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| 11 1/2 hours |
[28 Nov 2002|10:22pm] |
So i hope every one's turkey dad was fun i spent 11 and a half hours at work. Ell wensday i locked my keys in the car then worked, then today i worked oh wait i am working every day this week yea for neill. Well i'll get alotta money. Hopefully i can see kerri tomorrow cause i haven't seen her in a long time and it sux and i never get to c her maybe after all this crazyness passes i will get to c her more well i miss u kerri
L8ter
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| sigh |
[23 Nov 2002|07:58pm] |
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Well i haven't updated in a few days, friday was fun i suprised kerri by not going to the concert and goin over to her house, i brought her a rose. then me, kerri, meg, and katie, and jeff hung out e went to vist myk at johnny's then were were goin to c a movie but did we chilled at kerri's mom's house so yea then today i went to work and umm it wasn't fun i cut myself twice well any way that kinda hurt.
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| Better now |
[19 Nov 2002|10:26pm] |
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I m in a bettr mood now and i feel better. Well i am getting my car bac tomorrow and i talked to kerri tonigh and i guess i am going to skewl tomorrow. welli guess i will go cause i m tired and i have nothing to say. l8ter
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| Ahhhhhhh |
[19 Nov 2002|04:04pm] |
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oday just sucked i feel so sick my dad prolly got me sick. well anyway i felt like crap all day, i didn't see or talk to kerri yet today and now i gess i have a new nick name from mike "stick stickly" ????? whatever well i'm prolly going to go to bed soon i don't kno if i'm goin to skwl tomorrow well l8ter
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| Tdoay was fun. |
[18 Nov 2002|10:03pm] |
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Well today skewl was ok same as always but after skewl i got to go to Kerri's, its been one week today, and then we went to the Powder Puff game. It was fun but we went late and only saw like 15-20 mins cause we were watching ten things i hate about u with aj, meg, nikki, and christina. Then all of us cept meg and aj went to the game, they went to megs house, and umm yea i saw this girl at the game i haven't seen in like two years. WE meet at a Radio104 fest two years ago and yea stuff happen but if u want details im me well i haven't seen her since and now we saw each other and it us took like 20 mins to remember who each other was but we did ad it was kinda funny what she yelled out u just had to be there. Well now i might be in her band yea well moving on ummm i had alot of fun with kerri even tho we just hung out at her house, then at the game it was fun and kerri don't wrry about the hot chocolate it ok well i'm goin so yea l8ter
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| My first entry! |
[17 Nov 2002|06:31pm] |
Yea so Kerri got me a code. Thank you. well i was suppose to go hang with kerri tonight but it didn't work out. PLus its raining not like that would of stopped me but yea. WEll tomorrow i get to see her at the football game which is kewl so i am goin but i will write later.
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